To be completely open and honest, I wish I had more integrity.
Out of all qualities one could wish to have more of,
this is the one I find myself fighting against the most
and at the same time desiring the most. LORD help me..
It's only by His grace..
1 the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness : he is known to be a man of integrity.
2 the state of being whole and undivided : upholding territorial integrity and national sovereignty.
• the condition of being unified, unimpaired, or sound in construction : the structural integrity of the novel.
Edit: And I want to have more discipline for myself to maintain my integrity. Yes, discipline.