Sunday, December 20
It's weird finally having a break. Not just a break from school, but a break from babysitting, chores/errands, friendship-relationships even, responsibilities.. I almost don't know what to do with myself. I don't want to be lazy, and I know there are things I've been wanting to do while on break, but now that I am here, I don't find myself doing anything, and I think it's okay. I've been spending time with my family, taking a few pictures here and there.. I even drew a sketch yesterday. I guess all that to say that I am finding myself in a satisfying place right now, at least for the time being, knowing the next step is coming soon.
I just found out through facebook that Brittany Murphy died. I always get weird feelings when I find out that a celebrity dies. I think it's because I almost feel like I knew the person. And I think to some degree that's fair to say. So maybe it's a form of grief that I feel when I find out. I always get assaulted with the thought of, "Did they deserve it?" or "Do I even care?" Which I think comes from the fact that I didn't know them to the point that they were even real people to me, but I have to remember that they are real people, with real families and friends, who lived a real life, and their death is real and has an eternal weight on it. Yeah.. just something I was thinking about tonight..
Anyways, I feel like I'm getting sick again, my sore throat came back, so if you are reading this and are a believer in Jesus as the risen son of God and believe that it is God's great pleasure to see me in good health, please pray for me.
Love you all.